My life’s ever changing.
With that occurring I am having to change along with it.
My wife has starting drinking again.
I have not.
I am not used to being around alcohol anymore. I am having to get used to it.
To prevent myself from the possibility of ditching sobriety I have made a decision to go back to recovery meetings.
I dont want to go back.
But…
I need to.
I hate to go back for all the reasons I left years ago….
The main one being it’s a God based program.
I’m not a believer in gods.
But….
I need to.
I know the program works.
I need to remain sober.
My needs outweigh my wants.
Like I always tell myself-
“Either roll with the changes in life….or get rolled over by them.”
