My life’s ever changing.
With that occurring I am having to change along with it.
My wife has starting drinking again.
I have not.
I am not used to being around alcohol anymore. I am having to get used to it.
To prevent myself from the possibility of ditching sobriety I have made a decision to go back to recovery meetings.
I dont want to go back.
I need to.
I hate to go back for all the reasons I left years ago….
The main one being it’s a God based program.
I’m not a believer in gods.
I need to.
I know the program works.
I need to remain sober.
My needs outweigh my wants.
Like I always tell myself-
“Either roll with the changes in life….or get rolled over by them.”
4 thoughts on “The Hate To Go Back”
You could take her along with you to the meetings, maybe? It could help her to quit alcohol again. Hope things get better.
I’m going back for me. Shes not gonna stop at least for the foreseeable future. Thanks tho. It is what it is for now.
I have to read back. Damn, this is sad, gtbg. Never a happy moment when someone starts drinking again.
Yes maam. Since it started its moved on from sad to this is probably the new normal